My personality is very much a "go-getter" type. As soon as I realize I want something I create a plan and look at all the possibilities of how to make it happen. I do not apologize for this quality, because I love that part of me. It helps me get stuff done and create fun memories with my friends and family. I'd be lying, however, if I said it didn't get me in trouble sometimes. There are incidences where my strong willed attitude tries to take control and over shadows Gods plan. I tend to lack patience sometimes in waiting on The Lord, which is probably one of my lesser qualities. I blame my Italian genes. But when it comes to relationships and looking to God for my future husband, I've realized that if there was ever a time to let go of control in a situation, it'd be this one.
I cannot manipulate the process of finding "the one". I can't speed up the pace or create the "perfect scenario" in how we'll fall in love. There's really nothing for me to physically do, which is the hardest realization. All there is to do is continue to pray and be patient. By doing these two very important things, God will provide the man that I need at the perfect time, in the perfect way. So the next time I see all the couples at conference or see all the engagements on Facebook, I won't get anxious or sad. But pray. So I'm going to do what I do best, and PUSH. But instead of pushing to make stuff happen, I'm going to Pray Until Something Happens & pray again & again & again Because I deserve better than what I've been allowing myself to have. Only God can provide me with the love story I'm looking for, because He's the one holding the pen. And obviously He's still busy writing my story. So I'll stop interfering and just let Him write. Much love and God bless, -X
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